Nov. 6: Think about your close circle. What does it say about you? Whatdo you provide each other?

Lol how great! The thing that has been the vain of my existence for the past 6 months pops up! I have lost 3 friends well at least what I considered friends. The past 6 months has been a learning experience. This is to Timothy.....Tavarus....and the one I didn't see coming Jayda. I will be completely honest on all three accounts 2 of them Timothy and Tavarus burned me to the point I have been broke....out at least $3,000 in combine with both of them. Life will throw you lessons to be learned and I think I got these lessons. I have learned to be more aware of who I truly invite in my life and who I call friends. Some of these people truly didn't have my back and put me in damaging situations. I've also learned to NOT TRUST ANYONE 100% I will always air on my side for now on. I will always ask myself how will this effect me? Why are they asking? God is this what I should be doing?  I have held my tounge to long . Y'all have burned me to my core I trusted y'all and have always thought highly of my friends my peoples my extended family. Smh to y'all. Jayda B. my trust diminished over business I will never mix business and friends together ever ever! I will do everything on my own. I love Jayda but I'm not down with her right now. Maybe one day it will be fine but as for now it would take her explaining her so called "business decisions".

Now to my friends that I know are truly there! The Three girls that have been in my life from the beginning Ebony, Britnei and Misha. I know at the end of it all yallllllll will always be there for me. At the core of me each of you represent who I am, want to be more like, and love DEARLY!! I love y'all 

To Daphne and Eboni y'all are everything I desire to be I do look up to y'all. I look in amazement at how two fly ass young woman are making moves in Atlanta. Y'all never stop. And both of y'all do it looking good! ;) 

What some of y'all taught me was that I was hanging with liers, thieves, stunt...queens (This is not you Jayda). It really made me step back and say you don't want to go down that road. I have always done self reflections and I have always believed your company is who you are. I had to clean house and I'm pretty sure I have some more dust to sweep off this porch.

But the magnitude of Greatness I get from my real friends has always been full of laughter, random moments frozen in our memories, LOVE, SUPPORT and LOYALTY. My inner circle may continue to get smaller but my heart will never.